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𝔄 𝔐𝔦𝔑𝔴𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔒𝔯 𝔑𝔦𝔀π”₯𝔱'𝔰 π”‡π”―π”’π”žπ”ͺ𝔦𝔫𝔀 𑁍 [WINTER TDM]



Welcome to the Test Drive!
The TDM is welcome to current players and anyone who wants to play in the setting and is encouraged to be used by prospective players. If you are interested in joining the game, you will need to obtain invite from the mod or through an existing member.

For information on the game premise, setting etc, please utilize the navigation pages below. Questions specific to the TDM prompts or the setting can go to the comment thread. Anything else relating to game mechanics can go in the FAQ.


Events in this TDM are considered game canon and occurs immediately after the Chapter II eclipse event between chapters II and III. Any threads in TDM are considered canon as long as both parties agree.

Please make sure to identify in your top levels as either current or new player/characters.

GAME PAGES



i.
rise:

A Dream's Beginning

(cw:nsfwl; ritual sex, mood altering substances )


It begins with a nightmare, the details of which have slipped through your fingers. Only the curling echo of its dread lingers in your chest. Something has snapped you out of a catatonic state: a gust of icy wind whistling through the crack of a window, the soft beating of drums under the melody of strings, the cold kiss of fat snowflakes catching on your eyelashes, the smell of spiced wine and evergreen.

A few things become clear: You are not where you were, and you are not alone.

Feast for Saints
Tonight is a night of celebration for the Lonely Fortress. The horrors have been set aside, replaced with the warm mirth and grace of being alive. Whether this is your first night in the Crucible or your fortieth, all are welcome to partake in this renewing fete under the silver light of a full buttery moon. Snow dances like flower petals in a lazy array, leaving a shallow blanket of white. The fire roars in the hearth of the Great Hall, spreading its warmth throughout its adjacent parlors. Despite murmurings of a recent catastrophic eclipse cleaving the castle twain, its halls and buildings show no sign of decay. The Egregore has been cleansed, balance has been restored. Spirits are high, people are at ease.

If you choose to partake, there are a few select locations where people have gathered to celebrate:

𑁍The Great Hall is open for feasting and dancing. The fortress stores have provided a wintertime feast of roasted meats & vegetables, pies, fresh and aged cheeses, dried fruits, candied nuts, and seeded cakes. The hall smells of spiced honey wine and mulled cider, both packed with a warm and buzzing inebriation that creeps on unexpectedly. A makeshift band of strings and drums plays lively music for people to dance to.

𑁍The Velvet Parlor is a smaller hall branched off of the main festivities for those looking for softer and more intimate comforts under the candlelight. Tonight, its guests pay tribute to celebrate the passion of life and to beckon the sun to rise in a ritualistic tangling of bodies. Here is the place to become a true eater of sin. All furniture has been nudged to line the walls, making way for a sea of cushions and pillows for celebrants to laze upon as they imbibe in strong, distilled spirits, as the air above them swirls with a sweet, toasty incense imbuing a mellow calm and stirs carnal appetites. A masked man plucks away a sultry tune on his lute in a corner as the night gradually gives way to passionate bodies tangled among the pillows.

𑁍The Courtyard brings a breath of fresh, brisk air as snow falls playfully overhead. Large braziers line the yard offer meager warmth from their roaring fires as exiles partake in snow fights and release wishing lanterns bearing your inner most desires into the sky. Steam rolls off the yard's central fountain, which has been fitted to disperse heated water to provide a makeshift heated pool, a perfect place to thaw chilly hands or feet (or just go all in if ye be bold enough.)
A Colder Path
If instead you choose to abstain, it becomes apparent every dream has its limits.
The castle beyond the festivities is cold, dim, and abandoned. Behind every door, a drab and empty room (if the handle isn't locked or broken). The keep's gates are closed, the sunken village beyond a frozen wasteland. The further one strays from the warmth and merriment, the colder and darker it becomes.

Isolation breeds madness, too much time spent away from others may lead to paranoia. Figures shift in the dark, a breath tickles the nape of your neck. You may see familiar faces, hear familiar voices, beckoning you to stray further from your path towards uncertain doom: a crooked nail sticking out of the floorboards, a hurried shove off the top of the stairs, a door that opens over the edge of a rocky cliff.

As determined as you may be, the only way out of this dream is through.


ii.
revel:

Trials of Merciful Holly

(cw:potential for dubcon/noncon, mood-altering.)


As the midwinter evening persists, a visitor long awaited comes knocking at the Great Hall's doors. A tall man emerges with a body molded out of braided wood, bearing thorn-tarnished armor and a tattered crimson cloak. With every step forward, thorned vines that stitch across the walls and floors, blooming with plum purple leaves and small budding flowers.

"The Briar Lord," one exile gasps. "Gregor's returned," another praises tearfully. With a bow, he treats the celebrants of the Lonely Fortress with the innocence of a festive game.
"O' eaters of sin, indulge me in this friendly Midwinter game. Ye have survived a harrowing and for that ye shall be rewarded for purging of thy wickedness. I ask thee this final offering to purge this winter and beget a new spring. Give me thy blood and affection with honor and I shall see this cold vanquished. What I am given, I will return what was given me. Then, in trust and friendship, we shall part."


Bats and Lashes

The Lord's game is a simple marital task held out in the frost covered garden: a duel of branches. Each competitor will be given handful of briar as their weapon. The aim of the game is to whip each other until the thorns of the briar's branches draw blood. The first to draw blood from the opponent is the victor and the blood price paid.

Yet, not all these branches are created equal. A fortunate competitor may be given a Bewitching Branch. Those whipped by this branch will become utterly obsessed and infatuated to whom they've been struck by for a short period of time after, beholden to their branch master until the sting of thorns wane.


Tithe of the Mistle
If you choose not to partake in the Lord's game, the Lord warns that his winter's briar will collect a tithing of affection. The vines that bloomed with his arrival grow rampant behind seeing eyes. Buds turn into flowers, petals shed as they mature into plump white mistle berries that release the sweetest scent to draw you in.

Either you have accidentally stumbled upon the mistle, or it has decidedly grown itself above you without your noticing, but you become bewitched by its scent. As the tricksy bramble coils around your ankles, giving the gentlest of biting from its thorns, it becomes clear that you will be consumed if you do not pay the mistle its tithing. For some, it only takes a kiss, for others, the mistle will demand more. Give it something meaningful. Give it something real, and you will be released.


iii.
respite:

Midwinter Mourning

All good dreams must come to an end. The following morning paints a different picture of the Lonely Fortress witnessed in the night's collective dreaming. The Crucible sits under a thick blanket of snow, the waters surrounding the keep have frozen solid. None of the warmth of the night remains; it feels as though the world has died. The whole of the Crucible feels cold, quiet, abandoned.

Every hearth has burned out, every brazier snuffed under the snow, every candle smothered. It's quiet, empty, dark. Daylight may have come, but a thick layer of storm clouds casts a foreboding shadow. If the desire remains to leave, it quickly becomes apparent there is nowhere else to go.

Warm Winter's Kiss
With luck, you have woken in a bed under a pile of old furs to keep some semblance of warmth with you. With even better luck, you've woken next to company to keep each other warm throughout a cruel cold morning. Without proper protection, the cold is biting against exposed skin. Joints and limbs become stiff and numb, making it difficult to move around without constant tending if one lacks gloves.

While hearths can be re-lit and heated baths can be drawn, the true comfort from freezing can only be found in the close company of other living creatures. Exiles on this cruel morning keep each other warm through sharing heated breaths and pressing bodies. Expressions of passion and compassion help the warmth to linger just a bit longer for those who cultivate it together, granting brief autonomy of movement before finding another's heat is needed again.
Breakfast is served, but it's nothing remotely glamorous to the feasting offered by the Midwinter dream: simple porridge that leaves a stale taste that coats the tongue, nuts and fruits that are half rancid, boiled wine that's been watered down to detract from how far along it's turned into vinegar. Its only promise is to fill an empty stomach until more food can be found.

Outside, the snow begins to fall again. An omen that this winter is here to stay. Welcome to the real Martyr's Crucible.
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ilya rozanov β€” heated rivalry (new character, current player)

[personal profile] hattricked 2026-01-11 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
I. THE GREAT HALL

( it definitely feels like a dream, like a nightmare. one moment ilya's wrapped up in familiar arms in a warm bed and the next--- horrors. whatever this place is. he's not actually sure what it is or what the fuck he ate, drank, or watched for his brain to come up with this.

he doesn't like it one bit.

where's shane?, he thinks. there's an unease in his stomach, a nausea that threatens to rise until he's at the party. party he knows. parties he can do. shit, dancing is great. sure, usually he's doing a different kind of dancing but ballroom's not exactly unfamiliar from the sort of events his father dragged him to in fancy mansions and under the watchful eyes of government officials who saw the future of russian hockey in ilya rozanov.

dressed in finery that's not his own, he feels like a puppet guided on strings through a crowd. it's not until he has a taste of wine, then another, that he feels himself. he glances around the crowd, clearly searching for someone.

but eventually he pauses, seems to stop his search and focus on whoever is near. this is a dream, it'll be fine. he thinks it over and over, drinking more wine until the warmth of it almost makes him forget. and then there's a grin on his face, an offered hand to a stranger who looks like they're trying to stay out of the crowd and a question in accented words,
) Shall we dance? I'll only take 'No' for answer if you know where we can get something stronger than wine.

II. THE COURTYARD

( 'i don't want to hide,' are the words written on the lantern that floats away from ilya's hands if someone manages to catch them. he stares as it as he releases it up into the air, brows furrowed and lips pursed. he watches it until it floats away, glancing around with narrowed eyes as if daring anyone to ask about it.

but when it's high enough not to be seen, then the stiffness in his shoulders fades and he lets out a breath. then the focus of his attention is the fountain of warm water, the steam rising from it. he's fucking freezing, it's tempting enough.

it's not a sauna, no, but he's not about to punch a gift horse in the mouth or whatever the english expression is. instead he peels off his shoes to slip his feet into the shallow water, groaning as it warms him up just enough. he sits on the edge.
)

Come here often? It's warm. Better than freezing feet or something worse off. ( he asks when he notices company; flirting, friendly even with somewhat gruesome implications, though it's not really the former. not anymore. he just can't help his tone sometimes. and if you're nice maybe he'll share the bottle of wine he's brought outside with him, taken from the festivities inside. )

III. TITHE OF THE MISTLE
( NOTE: limited to smooches only from baffled dream boy! )

( competitive as he is, it'll take more than a creepy looking creature with flowers sprouting all around him to get ilya to fight. he looks like something out of a fairytale, a forest creature with his heart hidden away in a faraway cave or lake. but the challange? well, that makes him sure it's pulled from his subconcious. the whole thing reminds him of the sort of games he used to play with his friends in the schoolyard, flicking each other with birch branches and laughing at whoever couldn't take the pain of it. he watches for a while, tempted and easy baited, but in the end he turns his attention away.

the dream is--- well, it's lasting a while. he can't figure out how to wake himself up, how to get back to his own bed and home and not-- whatever this is? maybe he watched too much of vikings but this isn't exactly giving him old england and the halls of valhala or whatever. it's more like something from a movie ilya definitely wouldn't watch. too few fast cars, not enough rap music as a good soundtrack.

he is trying to get out of the room, to explore and maybe find that someone he's desperately been hoping to catch in the crowd when something coils around one of his legs and he goes tumbling to the ground.
) What the fuck?

( a glance around, a glance up. he sees the flower growing from the roof about him and what the fuck is that? and then he realises he realises that another vine is wrapping up his leg, up his calf. he tries to pull at it, but as he does his movements grow sluggish. it's whatever he's breathing in, he thinks but that's not his biggest concern. and if there's anyone near by to help, well, he's not losing the opportunity--) Hey! You! Fucking help me with this! I can't move with this fucking plant trying to eat me!

IV. WARM WINTER'S KISS

( for someone born in a place that is dark and cold most of the year, dreary and no stranger to snow, ilya rozanov hates the cold. he groans as he's pulled from sleep, brows scrunched together as he tries to bury his face into the blanket wrapped around him. )

No. Absolutely not. ( he groans it, directed to no one in particular, as if it'll stop wakefulness from calling to him. he opens one eye, realizes he hasn't actually woken up in a familiar bed. nope, still dreaming. lucid dreaming? something like that.

except he feels the chill biting to his bones, causing his teeth to ache. he's not alone, he realizes, but that's fine because he can sneak out of this bed and maybe take some blankets with him as he finds more layers to shield him from the cold. but the main question he asks himself, aloud, as he rubs a hand down his face is the one that's been gnawing at him this whole time:
) Why the fuck can't I wake up?

V. WILDCARD

( ooc: feel free to reach out at [plurk.com profile] moryana if you'd like to plot something! ilya is coming from the end of episode 6 in heated rivalry, though i may use some details from the book series to add some flavour to tags. nsfw things are limited as of now to dream kisses, but let's make things awkward or too comfortable platonically for now. he'll also think this is all a dream until he has an epiphany or proof otherwise β™₯︎ )
Edited 2026-01-11 06:06 (UTC)
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nature magic re: the brambles?

[personal profile] wenche 2026-01-11 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
way the wrong journal but if a witch tried to use nature magic to get those mistletoe brambles to wilt or chill out, what might happen?

follow up question: what if, say, the witch angrily called them a brat while she did it :)
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[personal profile] pharmacy 2026-01-11 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
do current exiles remember the eclipse and earlier, or does the dream induce an amnesia?
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[personal profile] pharmacy 2026-01-11 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
HMMM VERY UNSUSPICIOUS (thank you)
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sloth bear – original – new character/returning player

[personal profile] snakeshead 2026-01-11 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
THE GREAT HALL

[sloth’s fingers twist into the bedsheets so tightly her nails dig into her palms through the fabric– no, around a glass of wine. her heart is a heavy beat in her chest, the cool draft sweeping gently through her hair. the tension around the glass is relaxed, though her nails have left their half-crescent reminders. someone is speaking to her, and, slowly, her attention is drawn from the source of cold to the person in front of her:]

I’m sorry, what were you saying?

[she’s smooth in her recovery, raising the glass to her lips while a flurry thoughts flit through her mind: what was i doing, where was i, what happened before the party. normally she can remember everything, but there’s an ugly space of darkness prohibiting further details. the wine coats her tongue and warms her throat on the way down, but she can’t quite pull her eyes away from the open window. she feels a compulsion to close it, to forget the socializing and ignore this stranger(?), but she stands firmly in place, burying the urge.]

THE COURTYARD

[perhaps an uncanny pair of eyes reflecting in the dark catch your attention as sloth releases a lantern, a seconds worth of a flash gone when she looks in your direction. that can’t be right, can it? she smiles, something euphoric in her expression before the moment is gone and she’s wandering around the courtyard, sometimes pausing to look up at the sky, watching the snowflakes as they float gently down, down, down to catch in her hair and melt over skin.

she seems utterly unbothered by the winter temperatures despite her pink cheeks and reddened hands, hands that find the warmth of the fountain’s water soon enough.
]

Pretty dreamy, isn’t it? I think it's kind of nice.

[she asks anyone who’s within earshot, icy blue eyes looking at them with an unwarranted amount of intensity, as though she’s trying to take dismantle something inside of them, something they haven’t realized yet. using dreamy was deliberate– sloth is trying to determine just who has figured out their predicament.]

WILDCARD

( hello friends!! here is some info on her, feel free to play around how your character finds her. open to any prompts! feel free to pm me or hmu over at [plurk.com profile] turnt w questions/etc :> )
Edited 2026-01-11 04:58 (UTC)
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[personal profile] babysitters 2026-01-11 04:51 am (UTC)(link)
i might be overthinking it, but do formerly dead characters also wake in beds after the dream? i assume so but want to check bc steve waking up in the dead lady puddle would be hilariously horrific
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the great hall

[personal profile] longlegs 2026-01-11 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ The person Sloth is talking to β€” maybe they're real, maybe they're not, maybe it's all the drinks in Cellar's system that make her think their speech is distant and muffled, neighbors next door talking about their plans or an unsolved issue in their relationship. It makes them easier to ignore, when she places one hand on each of Sloth's shoulders, sliding them to her front so she can hug her from behind, cheek pressed against her, curved down to make up for the height difference. It hasn't been that long, but it feels like she's missed having her girlfriend in her arms for an eternity.

The stranger and the window will have to wait. Cellar indulges in the warmth, the familiar scent of smoke and copper that follows Sloth everywhere, stealing her away from the conversation without moving an inch. It's in her hair, on her skin β€” every perfect part of her that Cellar gets to have tonight. ]


Found you.
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[personal profile] babysitters 2026-01-11 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
lmao dear god

SO if that is ch 3 stuff, should i wait to deal with it until then? bc i do think that would be fun to thread out possibly (if others are interested)?

if that is the case, is it cool if i play with morning after things (with him being jittery and vaguely bothered by that being fucking awful) or should he be... ha ha... ON ICE outside of the dream until ch3?
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[personal profile] snakeshead 2026-01-11 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
When was– [she starts, promptly distracted by cellar's arms winding around either side of her neck, her voice summer-sweet in her ear. sloth's free hand reaches to clasp over cellar's, her lips breaking into a smile as she leans into the embrace.]

Hello, you. [the stranger barely gets an apologetic glance, though it seems sloth enjoys having an audience for the reunion.] I didn't think I'd see you here.

[here, like the party is something planned, the welcome surprise of cellar's presence making her suspicious thoughts stutter to a halt. what was she thinking about?]
Edited 2026-01-11 05:25 (UTC)
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[personal profile] longlegs 2026-01-11 05:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ It feels right, so it feels real β€” the drinks, food, music, the thuds of footsteps as people dance, the chatter and noises of affection and heat. This is a safe little space for them, where Cellar invites Sloth to turn around, wasting no time in greeting her with a kiss to the lips, soft and slow, lingering for as long as they can.

They're a contrast to each other, as though they were deliberately matched to make everyone look twice with a curious hum, one tall blonde and a petite brunette that the stranger is welcome to watch, so long as it doesn't bore them. An enamored sigh leaves Cellar's lungs before a smile interrupts the reunion; she stays close, back straight, playing with Sloth's dark hair and searching the favorite parts of her features. (Spoilers: it's all of them.) ]


I missed you.

[ A little melodic, giving away sentiment that Cellar was never good at hiding anyway. Fingers wrap around the glass, gently prying it from Sloth's hand to taste the wine and the rim where her lips were moments ago. She lets it linger on her tongue and wonders β€” when was the last time she tasted something even remotely this good?

(Memories of old, rotten food, people starving until they were desperate enough to eat anything they could, are all within reach and an eternity ago. Everything is all right now.) ]


This place is pretty weird, huh?

[ And yet she sees nothing wrong with it. She might as well be an illusion dreamed up to enchant Sloth, rather than the dreamer existing within it. ]
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shane hollander | heated rivalry (new player/character)

[personal profile] mountreal 2026-01-11 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
● 𝐈. π‘πˆπ’π„: πšπš‘πšŽ πšŒπš˜πšžπš›πšπš’πšŠπš›πš / π˜–π˜—π˜Œπ˜•
[ It's the strangest dream that Shane Hollander has ever had by a long shot, because what else could this possibly be? He isn't an imaginative guy. He's barely all that into movies, barely has references for what he's seeing -- something out of history, it seems like. Maybe that conversation with his parents had made him feel even more like a kid again than he realized and he's gone back to grade school in his dreams, is remembering history lessons he didn't know he'd learned.

But why is it so cold? He's never been cold in a dream, never been this confused. Dreams have a weird sense of logic to them, don't they? Shane feels none of that here. He certainly wouldn't have picked out these clothes either, suits and sweats his only points of reference if his stylist hasn't picked something out.

All his theories don't last long but he has nothing to replace them with. All he can do is walk around the has-to-be-a-dream, looking comically out of place. Some slow meathead with wide eyes, he assumes, is what everyone else is seeing when they look at him. Because it sure as hell feels like everyone is looking at him in the Great Hall but it's while he's escaping that cavernous room, more sure than ever that there are brains behind the eyes looking at him, that he stumbles past The Velvet Parlor.

Whoops. What the hell? This is a mistake. Stop lingering at the door. Stop looking, dude! But the air smells weird here and there's a bunch of people just fucking in public and Shane watches like he's been hypnotized for far too long. When he finally breaks away he practically runs outside, finding himself in the snow blanketed courtyard breathing incredibly fresh, cold air.

What a relief. It's even a relief to see someone else standing close by, someone who looks almost normal. The people throwing snow a little farther away make the place seem instantly innocent again, childlike. ]


What the fuck kinda place is this? Have I gone insane?

● 𝐈𝐈. 𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐋: πš‹πšŠπšπšœ πšŠπš—πš πš•πšŠπšœπš‘πšŽπšœ / π˜–π˜—π˜Œπ˜•
[ For an anxious guy he's doing more or less okay until Mr. Nightmare Garden shows up. It's like he can't process it, can't take it all in at the same time. Once the panic has truly set in Shane just goes very, very quiet, unable to look directly at the apparition or else his heart does something that feels too much like cardiac arrest. He's moved where he needs to be, told something that doesn't make a lick of sense to him. Flowers and vines have never seemed more terrifying before.

But shit, can Shane follow directions, though. Even in this state he's good at that and hitting someone with a branch is simple enough. Almost muscle memory.

So is getting hit, apparently, even if it hurts like hell. ]


Ah, fuck!! What the fuck, that hurts!

[ One slash and he's snapped back to himself a little, grounded in his body by the pain and pulled straight out of the abyss in his head. Like a reflex he pulls his own branch back and strikes the opponent who just hit him, seeing them for the first time. ]

● 𝐈𝐈𝐈. π‘π„π’ππˆπ“π„:
πš πšŠπš›πš– πš πš’πš—πšπšŽπš›'𝚜 πš”πš’πšœπšœ / π˜Šπ˜“π˜–π˜šπ˜Œπ˜‹ 𝘡𝘰 π˜ͺ𝘭𝘺𝘒

[ He shivers awake again, this time noticeably more uncomfortable than the last. Smelly furs he obviously doesn't recognize, a shabbiness to everything that immediately tells him he isn't anywhere familiar. Still not his cottage. Still no Ilya. Shane sits up fast, alone, and that aloneness seeps into him worse than the cold.

Ilya is gone. He's still not home and Ilya is gone.

He hadn't understood what was happening the first time he'd woken in the dream but whatever the fuck is happening now, Ilya has to be somewhere, doesn't he? He was here before, whatever 'here' was before he'd woken up, so he has to be. He has to be. Shane holds onto that thought like a lifeline, uses it to keep from spinning out immediately.

But when he lurches out of the rough bed, if it can even be called that, Shane realizes instantly that he isn't wearing enough to even open the door, let alone go looking for his missing boyfriend. So he loads one of the furs up over his shoulders, wraps it around his body until he's breathing in what he's pretty sure is very old bear musk, and shoulders out through the door.

The need for secrecy is utterly forgotten. There's real fear in his voice when he starts yelling for him, his name traveling easily and clearly across the barren landscape. ]


Ilya!? Where are you? Ilya, please!! Ilya!

πš‹πš›πšŽπšŠπš”πšπšŠπšœπš πš’πšœ πšœπšŽπš›πšŸπšŽπš / π˜–π˜—π˜Œπ˜•

[ This is it - his greatest hurdle. A shitty breakfast. He's sure the dream is over now, he could never torture himself like this. ]

Are we seriously supposed to eat this? Will we die?

● π–πˆπ‹πƒπ‚π€π‘πƒ !
( Let's plot or just hit me with something different! Shane is gay, closeted and prone to anxiety on a good day, nsfw stuff will be limited but i'm always up for awkward encounters with him! he's coming from the end of season 1. | pp anytime @ [plurk.com profile] kaitniss )
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time for tears and panic β™₯︎

[personal profile] hattricked 2026-01-11 06:40 am (UTC)(link)
( it's so cold out in the hallways that Ilya is sure that an icicle could drop from his nose if it were running. he's lucky he's escaped that cruel fate for now, the unpleasantness of tears in his eyes freezing down his cheeks.

he hates the cold. hates it so fucking much right now, when his heart is also pounding in his chest and he is starting to suspect-- no, he knows -- this isn't a dream anymore. but he hopes that it is still, somehow. that he'll wake up for real, back in a king-sized bed in a familiar cabin with Shane tucked into his side and Ilya's nose pressed into silky, soft hair that smells faintly of sea-salt and citrus. back where he's wearing briefs, if anything, and that's warm enough. here, now, he's in layers, sure, but the wool blanket he's got wrapped around himself is doing nothing for the cold and his teeth are clattering as he makes his way down a twisting labyrinth of hallways, walls lined with vines and breath turning to plumes of steam dancing in the air.

he hears his name as a he turns left, determined to put some distance between himself and the room he woke up in. it's too full of relevations, too confined. the moment he'd realised this was real the panic set in, the dread because if this was real then where was Shane? they'd just had a few nights, just a few moments of peace and what sort of sick cosmic joke was this if Ilya was pulled away from the first place, the first person that felt like home in too many years for this bullshit.

'what else would you expect? that you deserved all that?' a cruel voice that sounds too much like his father taunts, loud and vicious. it hisses once again as Ilya turns right, unsure where he's going when he hears something completely different. something real.

he knows that voice, would know it anywhere. his heart jumps into his throat and relief floods his system that Shane is here. Ilya spins, doesn't realise that he's running until his joints protest and his muscles ache going from a slow shuffle to a sprint.
) Shane??!!!

Shane! I'm here! ( he screams, answering just as loudly with no care of who can hear them. where is here in this goddman place? he's not sure. but Shane's voice grows closer and then suddenly he sees him. ) Fuck. Shane!

( when they reach each other, it's a crash. Ilya's arms fly around the bulk of Shane's torso to pull him close, as if enveloping him in his arms will push out the cold and soothe the aches away. the fear too, if Shane's heart is hammering in his chest like Ilya's. it makes this feel real, suddenly. terrifyingly so. even more than being told that this isn't a dream he can't wake up from. he's awake now and Shane is here.

he pulls back, hands cupping the sides of Shane's face as he takes him in. he searches for any sign of injury, for anything wrong or off even if his vision is starting to blur.
) Thank God.

I-- I'm here. Are you okay? ( and what a fucking question. he asks it with his lips pressed to Shane's brow, as if he can't stand the distance between them. he fucking can't. )

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[personal profile] snakeshead 2026-01-11 06:44 am (UTC)(link)
[she twists her body around, head tilted and lashes fluttering closed for the kiss. she tastes honeyed wine on her lips and nothing else, just cellar and her breath mixing with her own. one arm languidly wraps around cellar's waist when she pulls back, a soft laugh as her drink is stolen.]

Missed you, too.

[but wasn't she just with her? her brows knit, a tug of logic at the corners of her consciousness. the energy of the hall feels familiar, yet not quite tangible. ever the tactile creature, she brushes a strand of hair from cellar's face. this part seems right, but what about the rest of it?]

You think? [she does a quick scan of the crowd around them to look for familiar faces.] Are you really here with me?
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THE GREAT HALL

[personal profile] mountreal 2026-01-11 06:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ilya is at home at parties where Shane sticks out like a sore thumb. He can't play casual at the best of times, which this certainly isn't, and for a while he won't even admit to himself who he's looking for as he scans the people milling around like movie extras. As he wanders around pretty sure that he looks as dumb and confused as he feels. People keep glancing at him, aware in a way that doesn't help him build the dream narrative he keeps trying to conjure up for himself.

Because if this isn't a dream then he's losing his fucking mind and Shane just does not have time to deal with that right now. He's got a boyfriend. He can't be going crazy just when it feels like his life has finally started.

And just as he has that thought, he sees him. Tall enough for him to spot, handsome in that way that punches the breath out of Shane every single time he sees him. Makes him feel like he doesn't deserve to even look, especially when Ilya is cleaned up and dressed well and dancing --

and he's fucking dancing with someone else.

There's a loud crash and a tinkle of glass after Shane takes a too-quick step forward and walks directly into a someone carrying a tray. He's a bulky guy, far less graceful than he is on the ice, and the collision is catastrophic. Everything hits the ground like a percussion section and what feels like every eye in the entire room turns on Shane before he can even think to duck down and help clean up the mess he's just made.

Every eye. Including Ilya's. ]


Uh. [ Oh look, it's what might as well be his second-worst fucking nightmare. Becoming the center of a humiliating event. He can't even move as the tray-carrier buzzes away, disgusted. ] Rozanov?

[ He snaps back to the last name in public like a reflex, swallows like he's choking on something. If it wasn't for what just happened he'd be running at him, even in such a crowded place, but it's like Shane is glued to the spot among all the shattered glass. And despite everything, he still manages to give Ilya's dance partner a withering glare. ]
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THE COURTYARD

[personal profile] hattricked 2026-01-11 07:02 am (UTC)(link)
( icy blue meets icy blue, Ilya cocks a brow as he looks at the young woman beside him. she doesn't look familiar, but in dreams the characters aren't always people that he knows. usually, though, he wakes up and he can place them. maybe he'd met her at a club once, she looks striking enough to remember.

and at her words he snorts, looks up at the sky for a moment. he wishes he had a cigarette and wonders why the fuck he wasn't able to conjure that up in his dream. he's pretty sure tobacco was a thing whenever this is meant to be and if it wasn't, ilya's smoked since he was fourteen. surely his brain wouldn't skimp out. he tucks his hands into his pockets, still seated on the edge of the fountain facing the water so he can keep his feet warm. it's doing a better job than his shoes.

the words the woman speaks are said with meaning and, well, Ilya's already got that part down. this is, in fact, a dream. usually no one else in the dream knows that even when he does. weird.
)

Yes. Very dreamy, ( he says dryly. ) Very.... ( he waves a hand in the air, thinking, then snaps, wondering if the world will start shaking now. he hopes that one french actress who's name he can't remember pops out of somewhere. ) Gothic winter horrorland meets Inception.
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jaime lannister | a song of ice and fire. ( current character )

[personal profile] whitecloak 2026-01-11 07:19 am (UTC)(link)
I β€” RISE: A COLDER PATH.
[ looming on the fringes of the festivities like a dutiful kingsguard is wont to do was a mistake. instead of being in the position to properly guard and observe, jaime has unknowingly invited in the darkness β€” and the cold. there's a bite in the wind that makes him shiver, practically demanding his attention as he tears his gaze away from the courtyard to glance at the entrance to the keep, catching a glimpse of what appears to beβ€” ]

Cersei?

[ it's not his twin sister; and yet, without a second thought, he steps away from his post and into the shadows, making his way towards the entrance. ]


II β€” REVEL: THE BRIAR LORD.
The Briar Lord, [ an echo of the nameless exile's statement, accompanied by a scoff and an overly dramatic roll of vivid green eyes as he regards the visitor with something that teeters on boredom.

he ought to find the appearance of a wooden man covered in vines more horrifying, and perhaps a part of him does, but the appearance of someone dressed like some monstrous decoration plucked right off the walls of highgarden seems par for the course at this point. like a thorny, grotesque reimagining of what the children of the forest had looked like before the dawn of the first men.

jaime snorts at the supposed lord's words. ]
What does an overgrown rosebush know about honor?

[ another promise tied to another bargain... the knight had zero interest in giving up his blood, affection, or his honor; least of all to some walking, talking tyrell effigy. ]


III β€” RESPITE: BREAKFAST IS SERVED.
[ the food is terrible, but he's had worse. compared to the meager scraps he was given while imprisoned in the dungeons beneath riverrun and the absolute filth the brave companions fed him while he was ill following his maiming and barely lucid, it's not bad. he may be the only person at the table picking at his plate without making a face or complaining about the taste. food is food, and he learned the hard way that it's better to eat whatever's available than to stubbornly (and pointlessly) starve to death. ]

Better to retch when there's something to bring up [ he gestures with his stumped arm in the general direction of the stomach of the person sitting nearest to him ] than with nothing in there at all.


IV β€” NOTES & WILDCARD.
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[personal profile] hattricked 2026-01-11 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
( Ilya can't quite place the music, which is pretty weird since he's great with music. his dance partner falls in step with him easily, places a hand on his bicep and he has his own on her waist. if asked later, he'll never quite remember her face. he's still glancing around, not really paying attention wholly even if he's trying to keep a charming smile plastered on his face as he tries to figure out where all of this leads.

usually, in his dreams, he's never still or in one place too long. at least in the ones he remembers. there's some sort of mission or sends of urgency that leads him from place to place or spurs him to do more than, well, this. after Shane had run out of his house months before in Boston, Ilya had had a series of dreams where he'd unsuccessfully attempt to stop various vehicles, planes, and trains from crashing because the trained professionals had disappeared. he never quite managed to stop the inevitable.

a loud crash draws his attention and Ilya stops, stills like the rest of the room does. there's Shane. oh. okay, Shane in his dream makes sense. his boyfriend pulling the whole room's attention to himself also makes sense, but usually, in Ilya's dreams it's just by walking into a room. this time there's panic in Shane's eyes but for a wholly different reason, this time he’s caught underneath the weight of stares.

Ilya moves without thinking, the dance partner forgotten, even if he grimaces inwardly when dream!Shane uses his last name. the glare he gives reminds Ilya of a room years ago with Scott Hunter next door, but also of a night at the cabin when he'd suggested marriage. and oh. that's nice to see in public, even if it's not real.

real or not, he moves toward his boyfriend. Shane stands amongst glass, a splash of something on his clothes.
) Hollander. Don't steal the spotlight.

( Hollander feels wrong. yet even in a dream, it feels like a risk in public to call Shane anything but. Ilya can make this look like he's a concerned friend, like a colleague checking in on another who happens to be a rival. a hand on Shane's shoulder, a gentle squeeze for just a moment won't be too much. ) Let's find a place to get you cleaned up? You got some... whatever this was on your jacket.

( let's step away, he means, let's find somewhere it's just us. )
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III β€” RESPITE: BREAKFAST IS SERVED.

[personal profile] vermax 2026-01-11 07:45 am (UTC)(link)
I'm not sure I agree. ( jacaerys says in response, not looking at the man who spoke but instead at the bowl in front of him. the slop within it can barely be called food, for it has the smell of something rotten. in his cup there is wine that smells too sour to stomach. but maybe that is because he is a prince and the food he's eaten all his life the best there is offered.

jacaerys is aware that there are plenty in westeros that have fared with worse than this when food is scarce. that when winter comes and spreads through even the warmest of lands, crops will grow scarce. he wonders what life will look like then, if his mother will sit the throne and fulfill the prophecy their ancestors have passed down to them.

he clears his throat, picking up his spoon again and brings the watered-down porridge to his mouth. he should be able to do this, he does not wish to die for his own stubbornness. he shouldn't have added the pieces of apple, he thinks belatedly, for that makes his stomach roll when he swallows and then ends up coughing. when the fit has stopped, he groans.
) Surely, there's some bread somewhere.
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rose landry | heated rivalry. ( new character, current player )

[personal profile] xsquad 2026-01-11 08:35 am (UTC)(link)
I β€” RISE: THE GREAT HALL.
[ rose landry appears to be doing a fantastic job of keeping it together β€” but it's all an act, because that's what she is: an actress. a very famous actress where she's from who, upon arrival, mistaken believed herself to have somehow blundered onto the set of a film that was in production alongside hers. she spent an embarrassing amount of time asking exiles she believed to be extras where the rest of the crew was and why she couldn't find the entrance to the studio backlot. she's still not fully convinced this isn't a movie set, but she's beginning to worry.

either these extras are doing a damned good job of staying in character or rose has finally fulfilled the prophecy foretold by her filmography: she's been kidnapped. ]


This had better be some sort of fucked up dream, [ she grumbles to herself, pushing the food on her plate around with an ornate fork with zero intention of actually eating any of it. ] That is the last time I let Miles talk me into drinking KahlΓΊa after midnight.


II β€” REVEL: TITHE OF THE MISTLE.
[ the thorny vines curling around her legs, keeping her rooted in place is rose's breaking point. she's managed to make it through most of the day without freaking out, but thisβ€” this is too much and rose screams, twisting about and reaching for something, anything that she can grab onto to pull herself free of the sinister plant's grasp.

she grips the arm of the (un?)lucky person who had the (mis?)fortune of passing by tight, refusing to let go. ]
Help me. Please.


III β€” RESPITE: WARM WINTER'S KISS.
[ free from the nightmare, rose awakens in a cold, unfamiliar room that her groggy mind falsely believes is an airbnb close to set that the production team rented out for the cast and crew. why they hadn't bothered to turn on the heat or throw some wood in the fireplace is beyond her, and rose rolls over to snuggle further into the covers β€” and in to the side of the warm body of the person sharing the bed with her.

that gets her to wake up the rest of the way as she sits upright, staring down at her bedmate. ]


What the hell do you think you're doing?


IV β€” NOTES & WILDCARD.
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[personal profile] lambencies 2026-01-11 02:10 pm (UTC)(link)
is the network back to normal in the dream and in the morning?

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